One year later…..

Today marks a full year in therapy. And if you know me then you know it’s a huge deal. I’ve started my healing journey a few times. But this time I’ve stuck to it. I have the BEST therapist in this side of heaven. She was/is very much patient with me. When I started with her last year I had experienced sooo much lost. I had lost my favorite uncle, and someone really close to me that was like my big sister. I was tired of life and ready to quit. But homegirl was NOT letting that happen. And I’m grateful. God really used her and still is. Whenever I want to quit I hear her voice saying “trust the process”. So yeah healing is tough but it’s worth it. Get you a therapist. And get you one with a big heart. I love my therapist. But also I’ve seen soooo much growth. I’ve let my walls down and let ppl in. I’m building friendships/ sisterships that I never thought was possible! I actually cry now. I feel again. Shoot I even gave love in dating a chance again. So I’m grateful for my year. Now I still struggle with the R word. But it is what it is !