Dear Willie,

Whewwwww!!! It took me a long time to get to this point. You took my voice for a really long time. I lived in fear of you coming back for years. I can finally say I’m no longer afraid of you. Now I’m still pissed you never went to jail for what you did. Because the damage you caused was crazy. But nothing God couldn’t bring me out of ! And I tried to reopen the case so you couldn’t hurt anyone else. But I couldn’t. Just be grateful they didn’t let me testify at a young age. They probably thought it would break me. Because I once had a therapist that said “your mental state is a miracle” once she read what you put me through. You didn’t just rape me. You tortured me. You snatched my innocence. The one thing I had full control over you just snatched. And completely brainwashed my mom. But it’s cool you will get what’s coming for you. And honestly with what you put me through I pray that God has a little mercy on you. And yes I used your name I did got a favor by not exposing your last name. Because my circle ain’t really screw too tight ! Last year I saw you and but you didn’t see me. And for the first time I was not scared of you. And I didn’t even get angry that time. I honestly feel sorry for you. Because for you to do what you did to me, means someone really hurt you at one point. Well that’s what I’m choosing to believe. Because only a true demon would do what you did with no root cause. But I came to say I finally forgive you. And not just with my words but with my heart. And I pray that whatever made you do what you did, you get help. And I pray that if you get the urge to do it to anyone else you get sick to your stomach. And that you can’t get it up ! Because nobody deserves to be raped and tortured like that.

I also had to purge from every spirit you deposited in me. Nobody talks about that part of rape. Because the victim has to fight more than just the act that was done. But we have to fight every spirit that was deposited. And the ones I had to fight the most was anger and depression ! I fought hard not to be bitter and angry.

But again I forgive you. And I pray that the hurt little boy inside of you gets the healing he need. It’s never too late to heal. And I’m sorry that you had to experience what you did. Nobody deserves that. I pray that you get free. As much as it would be great to see you get caught and in jail. It would really break my heart because that means another life I’d damaged because of you. So I rest in hoping you never do it again. And I also rest in knowing that God will get you better than I can. This is my farewell to you. I’ve given you way too much time and attention in my life. And way toooooo much power. But today I take that all back ☺️!