Dear little girl,

I love you and it's ok to heal now. You are safe now. You don't have to keep fighting so hard. Baby girl you can heal now. I know you are angry that you have to heal from something you didn't cause. I know you are hurt that your mom never protected you. She let the unimaginable happen to you over and over. But you can heal now. God did not bring you this far just to abandon you. I know you wanted a closer relationship with your dad. Because you are truly a daddy's girl. But it's ok you love him and he loves you. You have to forgive your parents because they gave you what they received. Nevertheless, you SURVIVED. You get to tell your story and help the next person now. You will never be forgotten. But baby girl you have to heal. You now have a village of people to help push you. Some are blood, but many are great people God has placed in your life. Take your power back from those men (my dad is not the rapist). Take your power back from your mom. You are SAFE now, you are SAFE now, you are SAFE now. I know the flashbacks and the dreams still trouble you. But stay on the healing journey and it will get better. Remember what Romans 8:28 states, and Exodus 14:14. You don't have to fight this alone any longer. Rest in knowing that. Again you were not protected and I'm sorry. But you CAN NOT let that stop you. There is an assignment on your life to break the silence. Now just for your family but for others. Someone is watching your story and they are healing. Because if you didn't have such a heavy call to help the people all those suicide attempts would have worked. But there is greater in you. And your story is about to heal a lot of people. So don't get discouraged. God has graced you for this. The enemy won't win this fight. So little one this is your time to heal and live. Remember to let your story be for His Glory. I love you sooooo much and we got this!

signed,

The big little girl